1. |
Press Start
00:52
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2. |
Ghost Of Yourself
04:08
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I let curiosity go
Losing in dangerous games
As my finger's in the gear
I say to myself
Not enough place into my life
For you, I don't have any time
I stepped to you, you clung to me, what a crime,
For you, I don't have all that time
And I'm sorry,
I can't take care of you at anytime at all
I wish I could be
A kind of healer for all of your pains
You gotta leave me
Leave me alone and live for yourself
I know you're lonely,
I cannot fix your mind with only words
I feel unease setting up,
As you enjoy my strength,
I feel the void you're filling with me,
You're the ghost of yourself
Not enough place into my life
For you, I don't have any time
I stepped to you, you clung to me, what a crime,
For you, I don't have all that time
And I'm sorry,
I can't take care of you at anytime at all
I wish I could be
A kind of healer for all of your pains
You gotta leave me
Leave me alone and live for yourself
I know you're lonely,
I cannot fix your mind with only words
Words they do slip onto your skin
All that you want stands in your sight
But you can't catch me
WHY
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD
WHEN I TELL TO LEAVE ME ALONE
(WHILE) SUCKING MY VITALITY OUT?
PLEASE HAVE PITY FOR ME
YOU'RE JUST SUCH A PARASITE ON MY NECK
I CAN'T GIVE YOU THESE THINGS YOU WANT
I'D BECOME THE SHADOW OF MYSELF
FALLING IN A BIGGER SIN
THAN LEAVING YOU ON THE EDGE OF THE ROAD
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD?
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD
AS I'M BECOMING A GHOST
THE GHOST OF MY INNER SELF
THE GHOST OF MY INNER SELF
THE GHOST OF MY INNER SELF
THE GHOST OF MY INNER SELF
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3. |
Epic Win
04:23
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I got you under my skin
And I don't wanna get you out
Feeding hope as I would feed the beast in the cave
The one that's gonna eat me up
I am burning in your sight
And I'm just able to deny
Piling on my back the weight of your confusion
A pain I can't ignore anymore
Stay here, get away,
I can't face the dragon too
Frontly, maybe,
There is still a chance for me
Stay here, get away,
I can't take this decision
All alone, by myself,
But you're gonna help me to
Plant your claws in the depths of my soul
You left me with back against the wall
I tore you out from my skin,
Thanks to wounds you left on it,
Scratch me up until I crack and you disappear
It actually hurts just one time
Stay here, get away,
I can't face the dragon too
Frontly, maybe,
There is still a chance for me
Stay here, get away,
I can't take this decision
All alone, by myself,
But you're gonna help me to
Plant your claws in the depths of my soul
You left me with back against the wall
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4. |
Humiliation
04:37
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Having fun in the pit,
With my old good friends,
Scents of desire,
So many promises,
For the rest of the night,
I can't wait for more
HOW could I imagine it would turn so bad?
WHY did you make me fall in such a trap?
HOW could you seriously do this to me?
WHY not telling it wasn't for me?
FUCK I believed I could share it with you
SHIT but you left me frustrated and lost
FUCK watching the flesh becoming confused
BODIES ARE SWAYING, ARCHING, CARESSING,
THEY ARE MELTING AND MIXING WITHOUT ME
I'M OUT I WANT BE IN
BODIES ARE SWAYING, ARCHING, CARESSING,
THEY ARE MELTING AND MIXING WITHOUT ME
I'M OUT I WANT BE IN
It's not like you can't see me
It's not like you haven't noticed me
It's not like you can't see me
But you do your stuff right in front of me
It's not like you make me wait
Can't find the reasons why
You did this to me
Pushed me out of game
Facts are that you knew well
I was there wanting
And hungry for love.
You may like to be spied
By someone you know
Wanted to be in,
Feel that you have and care
What your neighbors don't
With no doubt because...
It's not like you can't see me
It's not like you haven't noticed me
It's not like you can't see me
But you do your stuff right in front of me
It's not like you make me wait
It's not like you can't see me
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5. |
Queen Of Pentacles
05:48
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Lost, in the fog of my life
I don't know where I go
There's no leading signs,
I grope around and
Stand still with no way out
I can't see no light
I just wanna cry
But my eyes are dry, so
Tell me what I can do
To put an end to this
My indecision
Need your guidance
Please, listen to me whine
Formulating this
Making it for real
Please, help me
Queen of Pentacles
She draws the cards of distress
Finds me left with sadness
Gives a hand
Stuck in my abyss
She stands like a goddess
And then she makes me find my way out of this mess
You stay there, close to me
Healing all my wounds
Giving me water
Wash me off my blood
Patiently receive
All of my complaints
Wrapping all my pain
In sheets of kindness
Tell me what I can think
To keep walking the path
Be determined again
To follow my own will
Dry my tears and know
How to reach the goal
Making it for real
Thanks to you
Queen of Pentacles
She draws the cards of distress
Finds me left with sadness
Gives a hand
Stuck in my abyss
She stands like a goddess
And then she makes me find my way out of this mess
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6. |
Taking The Blows
04:20
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I don't understand why I'm the target
I couldn't expect, there's not even hate
Such a little trick, a little game,
And I am just, I am just a toy
It's raining fists all over my face
Without a reason that I can see
I don't why this violence falls upon me
And I don't know why I can't answer it
Taking the blows, no giving back (x4)
I don't understand why I cannot move
Paralyzed, just waiting, waiting it to stop,
How? How come it's going on?
What, what am I supposed to do?
It's raining fists all over my face
Without a reason that I can see
I don't why this violence falls upon me
And I don't know why I can't answer it
Taking the blows, no giving back (x4)
I don't why this violence falls upon me
And I don't know why I can't answer it
Seems that the fear is paralyzing me
And no one's there to help me out of this...
Taking the blows, no giving back (x4)
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7. |
Cold As Ice
05:06
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I think you are too much sensitive
I show a stone you see a mount
The least shudder, the least shivering
Is an excuse for your anger
I can't believe you tell the wind off
It must be something else inside
Some scar you hide you may not even know
Tell me, was I the blade?
Don't know what to do when you tell me I'm
Cold as ice, cold as ice
It just seems you're speaking double Dutch to me
I am lost in translation
I just need your guidance to help me show my
Feelings, feelings
Don't know what to do when you tell me I'm
Cold as ice, cold as ice
You suffer in silence all the time
By lack of tenderness of mine
I thought I gave you all my love
But you're waiting for something else
Something stronger, something that's warmer
Something I avoided before
But I may melt into the sun
If I open my heart
To this feelings that hurt me
I never learned to tame them
But shut them
Hidden in my shell
Don't know what to do when you tell me I'm
Cold as ice, cold as ice
It just seems you're speaking double Dutch to me
I am lost in translation
I just need your guidance to help me show my
Feelings, my feelings
Don't know what to do when you tell me I'm
Cold as ice, cold as ice
Just protect myself
They were mean to me
My demons are locked
You want to set them free
I'm afraid of them
I'm frozen you can see
But you want me to show
What lays inside of me
May you'll control my frights
In order to fuck me
The monsters they will bite
They are blood thirsty
I may lose control
Lose identity
And become a slave
Emotionally
I Just protect myself
They were mean to me
My demons are locked
You want to set them free
I'm afraid of them
I'm frozen you can see
But you want me to show
What lays inside of me
May you'll control my frights
In order to fuck me
The monsters they will bite
They are blood thirsty
I may lose control
Lose identity
And become a slave
Emotionally
I just protect myself
Don't know what to do when you tell me I'm
Cold as ice, cold as ice
It just seems you're speaking double Dutch to me
I am lost in translation
I just need your guidance to help me show my
Feelings, my feelings
Don't know what to do when you tell me I'm
Cold as ice, cold as ice
I Just protect myself
They were mean to me
My demons are locked
You want to set them free
I'm afraid of them
I'm frozen you can see
But you want me to show
What lays inside of me
May you'll control my frights
In order to fuck me
The monsters they will bite
They are blood thirsty
I may lose control
Lose identity
And become a slave
Emotionally
I just protect myself
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8. |
In Limbo
05:22
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I fell in love with you
So many years ago
But you disappointed me
And now I can't help but hating you
You made me lose myself
And feel I was a fool
You made me fall into your trap
How can you be so deceitful?
You disgust me,
You repel me,
The streets I loved, the roots I bear,
Why do I have to hate you now?
I find myself out of breath
Everytime I think of you
And in my mind I cherish you
As many times as I kill you
Wish I could erase you
From my mind
Because I am in pain
Everytime I think of you
Excruciating pain
And I can't make it go away
I feel so much for you
So much that I feel numb
Am I ever gonna see you again?
Are you gonna be the same?
Am I gonna miss you?
Sometimes I do just by looking at you
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9. |
Epic Fail
05:26
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While I'm awake
All my life is at stake
Constant fighting
But now, I'm wondering
Am I to blame?
For the bitterness of all my complaints?
What's that weight that I bear?
Deep in my heart,
What's that feeling?
Seems to be old,
Makes me feel so odd,
First time I try to think about
And I plant my claws in the...
Depths of my soul...
Left myself with back...
Against the wall...
And now I see
I have sailed the wrong sea
Walked the wrong path
Mistaken all that time
Under pressure
Influenced by what has made me a man
A wound is still bleeding,
Deep in my heart
Why won't it heal?
Spoiling my mood,
Rooted in childhood,
First time I seem to understand
And I plant my claws in the...
(I feel so ashamed...)
Depths of my soul...
(Sicknesses of my soul...)
Left myself with back...
(They are changing me...)
Against the wall...
(From so long ago...)
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